cornballs

other corny things include :
-having 50 people on your top..its called top for a reason
- writing uppercase & lowercase letters to create a word
- putting the date when you & your mate started going out when ya been together for a week
- putting pictures of everyone except yourself in your album
- having a picture of everyone you know on your page
- walking around with your bag on your wrist or elbow
-wearing the same color in your whole outfit or trying ode hard to match

my girls <3

so i went out with my girls again because i love those bitches. & we had a blast

first was the museum , then the best part was lunch in Soho =D

then it was of to forever 21 & further shopping
OMFG Hollister has the fucking hottest employees, i wanted to jump on them.
then we chilled in mickey dees den roaming around



me getting molested by my hoes =D

finesssey wessy & i



so we chilled until late & we had a blast

P.S. my bitches are better then yours

men & boys.

theres a reason why men & boys are two different words
two many BOYS claim they are MEN when they are still living off their mother & cheating on their girlfriends.

BOYS are the little immature fucks who dont want just one girlfriend
BOYS are the ignorant bastards who believe a MAN has to control his woman
BOYS are the little insecure mamas boys who bitch when you wanna chill with your girls instead of chilling with him.
BOYS are the ones with premature penises that only care about how tight a girls pussy is
BOYS are the ones who believe getting fresh is the most important thing in life
BOYS are the arrogant sons of bitches who refer to women a bitches & hoes.


MEN are not afraid to cry.
MEN have respect for every women in their lives.
MEN are the strong figures who don't skip out on their families or ask for paternity tests.
MEN love their mother but don't live off them.
MEN tell their girlfriends hat their beautiful
MEN know when to say sorry & admit to their mistakes
REAL MEN don't have to continuously remind the world that they are a man.

...see the difference?

yurday !

soooooo yesturday i reunited with my hoes =D

dolls <33 [ ISABELLA- KEONA- FINESSE]

it was a mission for birthday presents & even though one of us left empty handed it was still a blast.
OMG there were hollister models...WITHOUT shirts (my cam fucked up but you get the point)



OHHH shit & we went into a dark crack in the wall & climbed up dark steps...& we took pics =D




it was a blast, just another reason why i love my hoes =D


oh & for those who know me & are wondering...no thats not keona its finesse's cousin..keona took the pic lol

battlefield

the war is finally over
& i stand here counting my wounds that i somehow, inflicted upon myself
i thought we were at war, but i was at war with myself. Wanting so badly to be with you ended up making me want & appreciate myself.
I was at war between what i wanted & reality.
You wanted that & i wanted this
This was perfect & that was complicated
That made you smile but this made you worry
This could have been amazing but that was convenient
My sword cries with defeat
My shield's scratches burn with embarrassment
My war gear ripped into shreds
Ive lost the battle, but.....Ive won the war =D
i lost you, but i think myself is a better prize.

BITCH.

IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THE WHOLE WORLD
FUCK EVERYONE
FUCK YOU FOR MESSING WITH MY HEART
FUCK YOU FOR TAKING ME FOR GRANTED
FUCK YOU FOR TREATING ME LIKE SHIT
FUCK YOU FOR MAKING ME CRY LIKE THIS
FUCK HER
FUCK HIM
FUCK YOU
FUCK EVERYONE
NOBODY FUCKING UNDERSTANDS ME
ITS ME AGAINST THE FUCKING WORLD
FUCK MY HEART
FUCK MY FEELINGS
FUCK THE FUCKING TEARS I CRY EVERY FUCKING NIGHT
FUCK MY STUPIDITY FOR ACTUALLY THINKING I COULD BE HAPPY
FUCK MY LIFE
FUCK ME
SOMEBODY PASS ME A FUCKING GUN & GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY FACE

living la vida

publicize me, ignite my shame and set me free
Scream it to the world and see what you'll accomplish
im a step closer to what i thought i could see
..but ive figured out it was a figment of my imagination,
an igloo in a dessert
a creation of a diluted mind
I see where im going but im still walking in the dark
i must unravel my potential, shine through the darkness others have placed me in
so publish me honey
ignite me
and watch the layers burn, the layers of imperfection
and....watch in anticipation and see it was me behind there
the whole damn time...







Time is a thief.
it stole my innocence , my wisdom, and the thing that makes me....me
A minute spent is a minute never replaced..
people, however are the biggest thieves of our life
in the world of today...
-fathers are stealing young daughters happiness, innocence, childhood, radiance. He steals my happiness with his loud-mouth yelling,baggy dressing, finger pointing selves.
-mothers steal peace with their big ass fucking mouths and her i think im the queen of this house self.
- and i , i stole my life with my caring of other people and their thoughts, always crying over something, always frowning over something, home body, low-self esteem self.

I AM WOMAN

Ive found out who i am
i am a woman
i am pro living, not pro ignorance
other people are temporary, you will always be yourself
Happiness comes from within
If your not satisfied with yourself your a lost soul
I love myself so allow me to introduce:
Hello my name is Isabella
Born during winter, but my heart is warm
only 5 feet but miles of fun
Laughter is my savior
Love is my god
Life is a sculpture in which i mold
No man shall shame me
No person shall defeat me
i am my own worst enemy, I am a warrior
i possess power in which God only has knowledge of
i am not self-absorbed but I am self concerned, self driven
i will not stay down when life shoves and kicks me
i will not stray away from my problems and the truth
i will not limit myself to any stereotypical perspectives
i will believe in myself and escalate in life
i will share my love and wisdom
i will keep my promises
i will be a better person, as of today
As of today, I am a woman